195. Terrified
I realized as we open up our mail everyday, we are literally petrified of legal documents from Immigration, drivers license office, real estate office, trash police, I mean every time we get something "official" we fear that we are in trouble with the Gestapo again and I HATE that, I mean really must we live in constant fear that we are in trouble, or we did something wrong, that what we did is "forbidden" my husband jokingly said I may end up in a German jail with scary big-boned German women and that I would be forced to eat wurst (hot dogs) every day, it was a scary thought.